i am the flaw...

I am the desire,
the ambition of an arrogant mind
that I know I can never fulfill

I am the anger,
the boiling blood in my veins
that I know will melt my bones

I am the weakness,
the shameful vacuum in my throat
that I know I can never accept

I am the fear,
the suffocating smallness of my heart
that I know I can never outrun

I am the thought,
the words infected with emotions
that I know I can never comprehend

I am the loneliness,
the warm moist tear in my eyes
that I know I can never evade

I am the flaw,
the me which I want myself to be
that I know I can never become